I’d give up anything to have you back even for 5 minutes nan, my life’s so different without you I’m still so lost daily I just want to hold you and smell you, listening to your voice doesn’t seem right because I can’t see you speaking, I always go to ring you and I realise I can’t I wish heaven had a phone. I never knew what death does to people until losing you, thank you nan for helping me out the darkest of places the last few months and giving mum the strength to help me too I know you have given me the courage and chance to find my self again.. if I could turn back time I would hold you tighter then I ever did. Losing you was losing my best friend, my Nan, and the biggest part of my life, I treasure all my memories with you and I will never let them fade. Life without you is still so painful and dull. I love you always Nan ❤️