Whoever said death was the hard part was wrong, letting go and realizing I will never see; feel or hear you again is even harder ❤️
How has it been a year without you nan? I don’t know how I have got through it without you!! Everyday is still a challenge of the emotions and I don’t think that time will ever heal me when it comes to losing you. I cannot help but wonder what your doing, where you are, or if you are safe/happy/sad. It kills me to think i’ll never find out until the day i see you again! I hold on to the feeling that your well, happy watching us.
I honestly wish I could hug you and tell you how much you mean to me. I think about you everyday. I still cannot believe you are not here, but I know if there is such thing as afterlife you’ll be still here watching over me. The saddest moment is when the person who gave you the best memories, becomes a memory!
I’m glad you can see things how they really are being up there, I’m glad you can see who cared, who loved you and the ones that wasn’t true to you! I was one of the few that knew you inside out, and for that Nan I thank you for the bond me and you had as I have never had a bond like it. All the time we spent together wasn’t forced or fake it was a real bond that will never break!
I thank you so much for loving me and always supporting me, you was always there for me when I needed you most!! My words can’t describe how I feel for you but my love for you is pure. The moment that you left me, my heart was split into two; One side was filled with memories while the other side died with you! I’m sorry I couldn’t save you, even for one more day but just no I really wanted you to stay!! I truly never learned what the words “I miss you” were until I reached for your hand and it was no longer there. I love you unconditionally Nan and always will, I hope you can see how much I love you... forever and always Ky ❤️
This candle was first lit on the 15th of November 2020. It was relit on the 30th of November 2020 and will burn for 96 years 6 months and 11 days.