Miss you mum. Many times I've thought I'll pop to see you today then I realise your not here. In that moment it feels so so raw. In some ways it's feels like you been gone forever mum and then I listen to the recording I have of you and me chatting and I smile cause it almost feels like your here. But most of all mum I feel such emptiness and sadness when I think of you. Miss you and love you mum xxx