Keep dreaming of you, feels so long since I held you, I always close my eyes and try to remember what feeling your hand feels like, I miss your smell your voice and most of all you! Thank you for the dreams because with them I feel closer to you I have gave up smoking for a few weeks now as I felt ready and I wanted to keep my promise as you have been nagging me about it in my dreams, time keeps passing so fast I do anything just to have one last cuddle with you I don’t believe time makes it easier the struggle just changes into different struggles of dealing with my loss of you! i love you nan always xxx